i cry my eyes out every night. i think there has only been one or two nights in the past 88 days where i havent had my pillow soaked in tears. i feel like an asshole, its all my fault, and i feel so alone. i feel alone without your arms around me. i feel so alone in this world. you were my heart, my life, and my soul. i shouldnt have gotten that close, but i did and i cant take it back now. i want to be happy again. i want to smile all the time. i want to be able to have a good time. i dont want to lie to everyone i see, i dont want to hide my arms with long sleeves and bracelets. i dont want to lose everything i ever had, ever will have, or ever wanted. byt without you, my life feels like its leterally falling apart.i cant sleep. i cant eat. i cant write. i cant do anything.
basically, my secret is i cant live without you.
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