life sucks.

it sucks when you love someone, and that isnt enough.
it sucks when youre sleep deprived, but are terribly scared to sleep.
it sucks when there is so many people around, but you feel so god damn alone.
it sucks when youre hurting, but noone knows it.
it sucks when you cry yourself to sleep, and then wake up and nothing is better.
it sucks when you have these problems, but you arent comfortable talking about it.
it sucks when you cant talk to your best friend about something because you feel wrong.
it sucks when you want so badly to be happy, but you still seem to be down ALL THE TIME.
it sucks when all you want to do is cry all day, but you cant be seen like that.
it sucks when you honestly feel like you lost everything, but you have so much.
it sucks when you feel like dying, but realize so many people would kill to be in your shoes.

people dont realize how good or bad someone has it, no matter how simuliar the relationships are/were, you will NEVER know how it feels for a specific person to have their heartbroken, "i love you" isnt forever for everyone, people change, dont say you understand because frankly YOU DONT, killing yourself hurts others, and if you cant be happy why not at least make someone else happy. these are the things ive learned/realized.