DAYTWELEVE.

i put a picture of both of us because while you did hurt me so much, i feel like ive hurt myself more.
you hurt me, but i could never hate you. you didnt mean to hurt me, you just needed to make yourself happy too, and i admire you for that.
i hurt myself, emotionally and physically, and i cant forgive myself like i can forgive you.im the one that pulled you too close and made you need to be apart, im the one who fought with you all the time, and im the one who took you for granted. i made you unhappy, and for that, i will never forgive myself. i put myself through more pain than i sixteen year old should go through. my life isnt the worst, compared to others, i have an amazing life, but that doesnt mean that i have it easy for myself, maybe for others i have it easy, but for me, all i do is hurt myself with everything i do or say.