ten from yesterday

1) i cant decide how i feel, its tearing me apart.
2) i like spending time with you.(:
3) i feel like i lead you on, but i dont mean to.
4) i miss you terribly.
5) the only time i can get you off my mind is when im doing something else. but as soon as im home, i remember.
6) sometimes i feel like we are still together, but you are just busy.
7) i regret it.
8) i cant wait for my sisterr.(((:
9) i think some people are catching on to me, in some ways i want them to so i can get help. but i dont want to be judged.
10) i do realize, i need help.