tears after tears.

i cant sleep, eat, think.i cant live.
i dont know what happened.
we planned our life, we planned our house, our college, our family, even our pets.
i dont know what went wrong.
i want to be friends, i cant have you completely out of my life.
ive never felt so alone.i feel like my world is gone.
i feel like this is unreal, jsut a nightmare im waiting to wake up from.
ive never had so many emotions, i cant go on like this.
i tried not caring, i tried crying, ive tried talking, i dont know.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
im dying here.inside, outside, emotionally, im losing my life.
im losing control.
im losing my mind, i cant help but cry all the time.
FOURTEEN MONTHS THREE WEEKS AND FIVE DAYS.
why does this shit happen to me.when did this shit happen to us.
i thought we would be high school sweethearts.
this ruined everything i thought i knew about love, hope, trust, faith, passion, and most importantly the future. i mgiht as well be a fucking corpse with tears running down my cheeks.