i dont understand.

it dont want to tell you but it kills me i will be alone on valentines day.

a lonely face,

In a crowd of many.

a lonely tear,

In a puddle of many.

A lonely girl,

In a Lost Broken Soul.

how should she feel?

she'll never know.

--original by me.--

CONTROL.

the take over begins,

YELLS, SCREAMS,

TEARS, PAIN,

silence.

will it ever end?

leave it be,

run, Hide, LEAVE.

escape this fate,

before its too late.

original by me.

a little overdue.

its been over a year.

we've been through some rough times.

we've fought, we've yelled, we've kissed, and we've hugged.

but at the end of the day, i love you all the same.

i feel empty not on the phone for nine hours while i sleep.

(sometimes i have nightmares without you)

i feel sad when we cant talk because we each are busy.

i feel like i want to marry you whenever i see your face.

i feel like without you i cant be myself.

i dont need to pretend around you.

i dont need to get dressed up.

i dont need to spend hours getting ready.

and i love that you love me for me.

you are the only guy ive ever met that i think really knows who i am.

its crazy to think that a little over a year ago, i lived without you by my side.