the heart hurts.

today i heard news that kind of broke my heart.i wanted to cry but i couldnt. he told me he hated her. i love them so much i cant stand to feel the "loss of respect" i just dont understand, if i can deal, why cant he.
now our plans are ruined and im alone for the day. i just want to curl up and cry.
my stomachs turing. and my hearts breaking.
i cant even help myself.

"Oh, it is love,

From the first,

Time I set my eyes upon yours,

Thinking,

oh, is it love?"

--hellogoodbye--