vacationnn.

CALIFORNIA.
cant wait.
i feel like i need to get out of maryland and like no one really loves me here.
i need my brother.
i need to get away from everything and thats what makes it so hard.

the heart hurts.

today i heard news that kind of broke my heart.i wanted to cry but i couldnt. he told me he hated her. i love them so much i cant stand to feel the "loss of respect" i just dont understand, if i can deal, why cant he.
now our plans are ruined and im alone for the day. i just want to curl up and cry.
my stomachs turing. and my hearts breaking.
i cant even help myself.

"Oh, it is love,

From the first,

Time I set my eyes upon yours,

Thinking,

oh, is it love?"

--hellogoodbye--

♥

its not quite four months yet.

not for another ten days.

but it has been...

111 days.

5 hours.

14 minutes.

and,

40 seconds.

since he asked me out.

and its been

AMAZING.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMDARSH SINGH SONDH.

I LOVE YOU.♥

i walk a lonely road.

the road is L O N G.

it seems L O N E L Y.

the only thing that keeps me going on,

the thought that you are waiting at the end for me.

live your life.

"LIFE IS ONLY AS BRIGHT AS YOU COLOR IT."

when life gets you down,

dont sit and whine.

wipe your tears,

stand up,

and

DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

dont let PEOPLE put YOU down.

dont put OTHERS down.

dont put YOURSELF down.

life is like a game.

and the only way to get out,

is to take yourself out.

Hes my world.

LOVE is the feeling i get,

when i

see your face.

hold your hand.

kiss your lips.

LOVE is the feeling i get.

you've been there for me through everything.you listen whenever i need you.you comfort me and you can always make me smile. when i look in your eyes, i see a sky filled with stars. stars i can wish apon and all my wishes will come true. i feel liek with you i can do anything. nothing and nobody can stop me. i love the feeling in my stomach i get everytime i see you. when im sad, i think about you, and i start to smile...then i realized im sad.haha.i dont know.the way you make me feel is jsut so amazing. you mean the world to me and dont ever forget it. iloveyousooomuch. 12.31.08.♥♥♥